express check-in

right.
so.
ive made some startling discoveries of the past two days about some people i thought i might have known.
which is dumb because i barely ever talked to them.
but still.
i was surprised.
lets just say that first impressions can be incredibly incorrect.
and i guess i didnt really think about it that much until just now.
and id love to talk to someone about it, but you dont know the people im talking about. and you wouldn't understand.
i promise. you wouldn't.
i dont even understand. how can i expect you to?
but thats all.
i expected writing this to give me some sort of relief.
it hasnt yet.
probably because its a whole lot of nothing.
i guess ill just say that i almost got caught up in something that might have been very devastating.
well.. that helped a little.
im never this emotional. its weird.
i feel like my insides are in a blender.
itd be cool if that could stop. soon. lol